InsaneJournal

Current location:	My Apartment
Current mood:	lethargic

Scatter, Senbonzakura...
Lots of stuff on my mind recently and, sadly, I don't really want to blog about most of it. Not because I don't want anyone to know, but more because I'm just that tired anymore. I've been thinking about doing video blogs again for that reason but doubt that anyone would really be all that intrested...I'm not very appealing on camera.

So...Things on my mind. First off, hormones are the devil. Gurpreet (my new best friend at my med school) and I have bee swooning over separate guys for the past two months, but in her case her guy is all stoic and focused so much on his work that we don't think his mind even registers "sex" as an option at the moment. My guy, on the other hand, is ambiguous about his sexual orientation at best but beyond that I don't think he really knows I exist. Romance, in all of its various shapes and sizes, sucks...

School is going well, despite the fact that I'm apparently losing my mind. Sunday says I should talk to a counselor or some such and see if I really do need help. Normally I would take that a some form of insult, but in her case (seeing as she just did the same not to long ago and claims to feel much better about herself on the meds) I'm inclined to trust her. But at the same time I'm afraid that A)any mark of psychosis on my record will hurt my chances of getting licensed as a doctor and B) the meds will mess with who I am, if they put me on any.

Anyway...moving on...

There a shirt that I've wanted for awhile now when I saw it in a picture online, but now I've found it and I'm thinking of getting it. It just says "Jesus was Wrong" in fancy letters...I want to wear it around the mormons at my school...there are soooo many mormons here...

Lastly, I have a website for you. I warn you ahead of time, though, that this website is not safe around young children or those opposed to nudity. I stumbled across it the other day while chain-blogging (clicking on the friend of a friend of a friend etc...) and it is interesting if not slightly disturbing. Essentially each entry is just a single picture and its always a picture of food, art, a boy, or a girl...but the latter two have a tendency to be nude and (in some cases) aroused...

I know you all prolly think I'm completely off my rocker posting this...but I found it intriuiging. So........here you go...

I think that's all for now...

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